its insane how one minute you’re comforted by the one you love and then within a second you’re world can change and you loose them.. im truly sorry for all the times ive taken you for granite, and shrugged off all the little things you’ve done for me.. i should have thanked you for cuddling me when all you wanted was to be loved. and i do love you. i love you so much, and it hurts me everyday to know that someone could love me so much and i was so selfish i pushed them away. i messed up. i was controlling and wrong for everything. i wish i could take it all back..i wish you would talk to me.. it breaks my heart everyday that Im not withh you..i don’t want to grow up without you.. i made a promise to never give up on you..and to love you forever, that is the one promise that Im never going to break..ill love you till the day i die, and lately ive been feeling pretty dead without you, you were my life. so im alive but barely living.